Happy birthday to u.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 8:35 PM
Your crying really broke my heart. I generally think i'm very immune to hearing people cry. But u're just different from the rest. Knowing u're sad screws my day up. I did the stupidest and most unconstructive thing ever- cry with you. I wish i was by ur side now, like it has always been. Its been tough on you..... stayed up all night last night to write your letter. Just hope that it made u feel a little better. It took me a bit of courage to call u. I knew it'll turn out like this. I just hate to hear u cry.... I said a lot of stupid and useless things. I can hardly convince myself.. how do i expect to convince u....Mum says u're coping fine and that u're really steady. Really? Its been hard on u.... having to pretend to be strong. Dont let the guilt eat into u. Dont let the pain of losing a loved one eat into u. Cherish what u've got now... Will u ever see this? Never. But thank u for all the love, care and concern all these years. I love you. And, Happy Birthday to my dearest dearest Nai ma. And to all of my close friends who've met this wonderful lady, or got scolded by her before (haha), or was not allow to go upstairs... I really really love her.. even for all her ma-fan-ness...
♥
