I jus need to rant....
Friday, October 27, 2006 10:32 PM
I had breakfast with Miss Tan SW jus a few days before i left for Leeds. There was this one thing she kept on saying. Which was, make sure u keep warm, and dun fall ill. Its horrible to be ill and away from home. Dont i know that... Dont i know that. ITs terribly depressing... Well, i'm not terribly depressed, but its jus depressing. I'm jus... in a very very whiney mood. Dont feel lik doing anyting.Jus feeling very stoned and weak. The weather here.. is... unpredicatble. I quote Teckie:" We walked from rain, to no rain, to sunny and to rain again" And this was jus walking from Bizness sch to some other block. And if u tink my campus is THAT big, u're wrong. Coz the walk was abt... 10 mins. Thats how mad the weather is. I guess thats why there is a lot of getting use to.... But i will survive. Had a disgusting lunch today. Was really really bad. They tried to have spring roll,but besides the skin tt was spring roll, the other things inside was.. unknown and the salt content was at dangerous amounts. I seldom complain about the food. but it was really THAT bad. And bad food and not feeling well doesnt go well...
Thank goodness for a little angel that lives near me. She's really been so nice. Coming to keep me company at night, making me a hot drink before bed, making sure im still alive... And she really doesnt have to do that you know. And she got me some really really nice chocolates. I haven eaten them yet.. And i say they r really nice coz its a famous leeds brand. Like the Godiva of Leeds. hahaha. What have a done to deserve this? =)
I guess its when u're down that u feel more vulnerable and feel weaker. Its times like this that u really need more care and concern... But well, i'll make do. haha. Sounds a little pathetic. But yeah... I'm ok. Jus need to rant.
And dearest Aizhen, thanks. The talk the other night was really comforting. Coz i'm sure u understood how it felt. =) Thank woman.
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