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Elizabeth.
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Schools who see a point in my thesis topic.

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Time to both teach and travel

Set up a Settler's franchise with Tsin

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Thursday, October 05, 2006 3:22 AM

Should not be blogging. I think i'm the one and only soul here who has not touched my books at all. Except photocopy them. HAHA! *feels proud* Pondering over whether to buy the book on "Animal Behavior". Its core text, and photocopying would cost be 78 Pounds! haha. But i'm jus wondering... i'm sure i'll pass even if i dont read it. I quote Loon:" dont forget, you're on exchange. Its pass/fail. Just read enough to pass." I wish i could. Haha. I just have some inertia to start studying now. And there seems to be a lot of other things competing for my attention. And besides, the weather is making me super tired. I should stop blaming every other thing on the weather. In Spore i use to say " too hot, i keep falling asleep." should jus learn to accept the fact that i'm a sleepy head. =) This is a process of self discovery and realization.

Tomorrow, i shall start reading my visual perception. Since i've announced it here, i shall follow through...

I'm actually feeling very emotionally drained. Shouldnt be feeling this way, coz technically, there is nothing emotionally exhausting here. No, there isnt even anything emotionally surging here. I just feel that its all this unwanted attention that is getting on my nerves. And actually, its really getting to me. I know i shouldnt let it affect me, and i always try to remember wat shengwei always tells me: "Its not the first and wont be the last." I know.... but why do i feel that, they dont want me to have peace? Just want to mess things up for me. Very sickening... really. Unwelcomed attention.

Heck. Like i say, too many things competing for my attention. Should not let the idiots win! Even my Unbeatables has been neglected. I've got a pile of travel info on my table waiting for me to read. Oxford, Chester, Bristol.....

Spent some time talking to mummy on skype today. Ok, i admit, quite a bit of time. Poor mummy stayed up till 130am talking to me. haha. I know a lot of you out there have been totally pissed off by Skype. But i seriously think that it's kept me close to home. I jus feel close. Its jus like the usual supper conversations. And... I'm so proud to tell everyone that i've got great great brothers. Both of them. Not that they did anything for me, but I know they've been busy with the right things. Thank you tubbies for doing all the things that i wish i could do. =) It kinda makes me feel sad that i'm not there, but it's also a comforting to know that everything is done.

Time to shower and then hit the sack. Will read visual perception tomorrow morning. =)

*bing bing- glad u liked it. was so stressed because couldnt find u a nice post card. Pls take care and stay happy. I told my mum abt the wantan mee in Jalan kayu. HAHA. She said she didnt noe about it. =)