Misunderstood kid.
Sunday, January 21, 2007 9:57 AM
I'm really upset. ok. not that upset.haha.
Peeps jus came over to my place for food and drinks and we had a great time. crazy ppl laughing and giggling at nothing. Was really fun. And then.. it started to.... shldnt use the word snow. it was... ice rain.haha.And yea.. i happily ran out and... it stopped. Someone tell me it will snow on monday....
Now everyone's gone back. Its so quiet all over again...The mind jus wont stop thinking... But i need some sleep. And u know.. alcohol goes to the blood, not to the head.haha. Sigh. Its really late. i need to sleep. but i jus showered.. my hair is still wet.. and i'm too lazy to blow it dry.
i think.. the feeling i hate the most.. is being misunderstood.. Is it me? Do i always do very ambigious things that make it such that i'm being misunderstood?!?!!? I guess.. thats one of the things i need to learn to deal with. But i dont think i can live it with. how?! Like i always say... if u're nobody, misunderstand me all u like, coz i wont give a damm really. And if u're my friend... u shldnt have to misunderstand me right?! There shldnt be anything to misunderstand...if u dun noe wat i think and who i am.. then.. i'm nobody.and that makes u nobody. and everyone reading this would be confused becoz, they dont know if they are somebody or nobody.hahaha. Ok. i'm not thinking straight. need to sleep.
i miss home. i miss my mummy. i miss my daddy. i miss my nai ma. i miss my da. i miss my er. i miss my ah ma and ah ma and ah kong.....
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