Braver Bird
Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:30 AM
Did something super exciting tonite! hoo hoo hoo! In bid to cope with symptoms of extreme bordem. HAHA.... but I shall not talk abt it here. *cheeky grin*
Well, its so funny... I didnt tell my hall people i was going out. Not becoz i didnt wan them to noe. It was coz they r all really busy... and i dun wan them to feel horrid that i'm going out AGAIN. HAHA! So i jus sneaked out! But apparently, whole world was looking for me today. When i came back... Miyo said:" I went to ur room 3 times!! where did u go?! Did u jus come back? how come so late?! -short pause- how come u didnt tell me u were going out?!"
I showed her sad face... "so many qns, how to answer?!" haha! Well, after a discussion with yasushi, she came back to my room and said "Yasushi said u must have gone out with a new guy tonite!" I laughed SUPER loud. Both at the statement and at the "new" word. Didnt know they so kan4 de qi wo.... think every day got new guy pop out! Then she said "i was thinking abt it.... how come u didnt tell me that u were going out? Must be becoz u really like this guy very much... but u feel guilty going out with him.. so u didnt tell me?!" -LOL- This one also another 自编自导自演... haha.
Well, i went out for a show! And i watched "The illusionist"! And i love that show... its so nice. Smart show. And... i seldom ever... seldom ever ever think an actor is good looking... but i admit i think that Edward Norton is charming! =P

On hindsight, wat i did today, was jus a lil dangerous... Just a little la. Not totally siao.. but a little. But i also am very sure that... I have become braver. There wasnt a single point of time that i felt worried or scared. I wonder if thats a good thing or a bad thing. Like, i jus stop worrying abt things altogether! Quite cool. hahaa... I'm no longer afraid of drunk people, I mean, come on.. who isnt drunk!? I'm not afraid of strange people who try to talk to me... just.. doesnt intimidate me like it use to anymore....
Oh, and on the way home, i saw a guy who was totally drunk. he couldnt walk straight.. and he had his pants pulled down.. below the waist.. exposing himself totally. And he walked right past me.. and u noe, i really didnt even... feel.. a little scared?
The more i look forward to THE DAY coming, the harder and slower the days seem to pass.....
Darling, everyone has a different way of coping. This is mine.....Cant fault me for trying...