Away for the weekend
Saturday, September 22, 2007 12:51 AM
A mentor once told me never to expect things from people. Having expectations of people, will only risk urself getting hurt and disappointed. Especially people who you think u've helped before, dont ever expect them to be equally helpful back to u. Coz things just dont work that way. To the dear someone that told me this, Thanks. =) This is prob the reason why i dont like to ask friends for help. Coz i dont wanna deal with it when they decide not to help. Scouting for schools has been tough, but i still dont wanna try this yet.
But anyway, I'm really relieved to see some sign of movement. Really keeping my fingers crossed. Hoping for some good news. I feel super bad.. making my entire family.. and all my friends go thru emotional turmoil with me... Thanks, u noe.. i love u all lots.
Sometimes, i really wish life could be simpler. If i say yes, i mean yes. If i say no, i really mean no. Why think i mean yes when i say no? Ahyohyoh.
The dynamics between people change all the time. And as i emphasize for the "n"th time, CHANGE IS NOT NECESSARILY BAD. In fact, more often than not, its for the better. We all jus need to learn to cope with the changing of roles. Once a teacher, now a friend. Once a lover, now a friend. U may be use to ur students speaking to u in a certain way when u're their teacher, but as a friend, u jus got to get use to them speaking to u like a friend. Its all about managing of roles right? =)
Had an interesting car/dinner conversation today. Tried to call jeremy bearemy to clarify some stuff. Oh bearemy, u wld have been damm interested. U're the knowledgable one! MUhahahaha! =P
Will be away over the weekend. =)
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