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Elizabeth.
is back in Singapore!


wishlist
Schools who see a point in my thesis topic.

More postgrad options.

Time to both teach and travel

Set up a Settler's franchise with Tsin

Convince Tsin that im not as tech dumb as she thinks i am.


friends
Ivy's Beauty blog
Pauline's aussie blog
Shengwei's dead blog
Tsin’s blog
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Data collection
Thursday, October 18, 2007 9:43 PM

Its been a really really rough week.

On monday, a huge bomb fell on my lap. It caught me totally off guard, and until now, i still dont get what their problem is. I spoke to some friends, who just threw me tons of vulgarities and told me that those guys were nuts. And so all i could do was to wait, and wait.

Monday night was awfully long. I lay in bed all night, with my eyes wide open. Thinking through how this happened, and then trying to concentrate on my paradiagm. Finally, in the morning, i decided, no matter wat happens, we'll try to do well for the first school. Easier said then done.

Tuesday: Collection went fine. Was really really really nice going into classes again. Kids keep me sane. Adults drive me abosolutely nuts. Had MW in the evening, which obviously didnt help the mood at all. Pls tell me which bloody lecturer makes his students reveal private info infront of the entire LT. So much for earning 10k. And sorry to u guys. I really just.. zonked out during the last 20 mins of the meeting. I was trying so hard to understand wat evan was saying but then, jus couldnt register. And i realized i was incoherent after saying 3 lines and everyone shook their head at me. Gomen.

Wednesday: The wait got really painful. Kept busy with the next school, but really, its just, terrible. Spoke to N and supportive as he always is, gave me the green light. Felt a lot better but just.. started to feel very numb already. My email came in at 5.51pm. I refused to reply. Why should I? I'm suppose to feel happy, or relieved. But really. Numbed. Dont feel anything. Just want to get over and done with it.

Thursday: 2 Schools. Tired. Had a taste of how a really screwy teacher can make kids rebel for the sake of rebelling. But im really thankful to all the kids of the help. They are really really nice kids. -- I need a break---

Tml: Collection again. Drama night? or Adv Ab. Dont think that SC will realize im not there right?!

And one big thank you to my dearest friends. Thanks for putting up with me and my endless moodswings (Cows, my moodswings is coz ppl wanna swing me ok), for offering to drive me ard, for words of comfort, for endless understanding that im caught up in IT again. One more week okay? *blush*


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